Things i'll miss..

i'll miss everyone who will leave the school..
i'll miss every moment we had before..
i'll miss reccess time of '06 and'07..
i'll miss the time we talk n crap..
i'll miss the atmosphere during every class..
i'll miss the way we have fun during classes..
i'll miss every faces i see everyday in '06 and '07..
i'll miss the time u guys fooling me around but seeing ur happy faces..
i'll miss the laughters in the class..
i'll miss the feel of scaring the ball will hits us everyday..
i'll miss the time u guys gay in the class..
i'll miss the day we draw the mural..
i'll miss those who fight with me everyday..
i'll miss the time we trio sit down and talk bout our future..
i'll miss the time we suddenly shout out..
i'll miss the time we chase each other in the class..
i'll miss the way u guys scold people..
i'll miss the time i'm talking bout Cheng n Jian for no reason..
i'll miss the time we study together..
i'll miss those expressions and action of everyone before u walk into the exam hall..
i'll miss the time we travel together..
i'll miss Jalan Alor where we eat together..
i'll miss chasing each other at the beach..
i'll miss sleeping together..
i'll miss the food we share with each other..
i'll miss mahjong which bring us together..
i'll miss our pd trip which brought us so near..
i'll miss every outing we had..
i'll miss the time we sing..
i'll miss ur sweet talk..
i'll miss fighting with u guys n u..
i'll miss u..
i'll miss your birthday..
i'll miss the way u hurt me.. theres no more chance u can hurt me..
i'll miss the time i try to forget you..
i'll miss every memories which i still remember..
i'll miss ur phone calls and sms..
i'll miss every feelings with u guys..
i'll miss the sad feeling for sometimes after something happen..
i'll miss every face, sound, action of everyone..
i'll miss things happened this five years..
finally.. i'll miss everything which are still in my mind and heart..
Every happy and unhappy moments..
will still be my memories.. as long as it could..
anyway.. i'll still will remember everyone if i could..
after i read the class magazine.. i Really lurve you 5szhong!!!

Hui qi: really thanks for sitting beside me for over one and a half year.. I know i really kinda 'ma fan' u for always..
anyway.. still thanks for bringing so much joy to us..
u brought me to the happy world.. the brighter world..
I know sometimes i makes u feel so pressure..
but anyway.. really lots of things not that easy to speak out..
Ee Cheng: Thanks for sitting beside me for a year.. Accidentally..
But then i really feel so sorry to you for joking around..
After you leave.. i'll miss u too..
Chun: I'll miss u my 10 years friend..
I wont forget everthing we had before.. in these years..
I still feel thanks to u for teaching me so many things..
maybe its just like hui qi said 不经一事不长一智..
u'll be my always best friend no matter what happens before..
Vincent: The best class monitor forever we ever met..
Thanks for singing with us every time we go out..
It became a good memories to us..
And always feel so happy after seeing u guys laugh so happily..
Cheau Ya: thanks for ur motivation for always..
Everytime i see u also feels so happy.. U are always that cheerful..
and sometimes ur words are really meaningful..
Samuel: Thanks for ur support for this two years..
u are always the best listener every time i feel unhappy..
And every time after i talk to u on the phone..
i'll forget everything unhappy or stop crying..
U are really a great friend to me~ Thanks ya!
Xiao Shan: thanks for supporting here..
Not really that close with you.. but u always a happy n cheerful girl in my mind..
And thanks for ur comments here.. sometimes it motivates me!
Bryan: i hate u, u know? u brought so much memories to us..
but anyway.. u more like my on9 friends..
always let me fan2 u.. everytime i online..
but in school or when we go out..
we have nothing to talk about anymore.. except that day..
anyway.. like to hear u singing sometimes as your singing not bad~
i'll forget bout u as soon as possible.. haha! ^^
since u wont remember me too.. keke!! 礼尚往来

Vincent ar.. y u talk bout that..
i really feel like crying again..
anyway.. thanks for ur 'concern' again..

Lastly.. Thanks friends!!! really love u guys so much..
And 5szhong.. its really hard to forget this..

哭?

月牙湾
我们都爱的歌曲吧？
唱到很爽呢?!高音组哦？
vincent n DOR..
可能真的是最后一次打bowling..
你们竟然连一分也不让我!!

我不知道
我开始分不清真与假
真真假假
我已经觉得很累了
其实今天原本还蛮开心
也很感谢pit下我们的人
也很想说对不起碧莹还有我们没等的人
可是在那短短的时间
也是我最开心和最不开心的
给你们zat到酱..算了拉
可是有些东西我真地说不出口
大它们我也打得很开心
我还能说什么

慧，可是在走的那一刻
在我叫你出来讲话的时候
其实我真得很想哭
我很像告诉你一些事
我突然很想把真像说出来
我真的没有你那么坚强

之后我真的很努力忍着了
可是还是给他们揭穿了
我也不知道我想到什么
只是真地在那一刻很想哭
我不知道是时间过得太快
还是突然想到很多东西？
我真的不知道
还是只是舍不得他？

倩，无论怎样
我还是觉得很对不起你
也在此祝你好运

说真的
现在如果还忍得住
班旅肯定是不能了

你可以让我一次伤得更深
让我马上对一切觉得绝望
让我不再记得这一切吗？
可是我真的不想再失去你这个朋友了！

怎样都好
很感谢那些还会关心我的人
虽然没有办法在现在冷静自己
可是我会努力
努力忘记不该发生的事
慧说：开心地出来，也要开心回去吗~

一切尽在不言中啦！

衰运？还是什么？
一年下来
不懂听过多少对我不利的东西
我跟他们真的没有东西啦
可是一切只会越描越黑
不过
至少今年还不算白过吧
至少还有一点回忆
还有一点值得留念的东西
有时候我会想
如果真的有机会
那该是多好
可是，一切终于证明了
这成功的几率
几乎等于零
现在
就让他成为我的回忆啦

还剩最后一张华语
真的觉得时间过得很快
考试
也开始成了我的回忆

昨天其实我真的读书读到要哭了
不是因为读不完
只是听听下歌
开始觉得时间过得很快
一年……
真得很快
想起很多很多这几年发生的事
这几年遇过的人
真得太多的事
太多的回忆
要我一时放下全部
不要去想他
真的事很难很难
这得来不易的回忆
我会永远记得

你的生日，
也大概是我今年最开心的一天
很难忘的一天

琪，我跟他没有发展过什么
野蛮想得啦~哈哈！

没有啦
只是希望……
不要再刺激我了啦！
我迟早心脏病发你就惨了啦！

总之，
很多很多的感觉
真得无法言喻
一切尽在不言中啦！哈哈！ =D

i got heart attack.. n "stroke" soon..

oh my god..
I'm shock to death..
And..
please don't play things like this..
I really will get heart attack..
And i thought u know that i'm just playing every time..
can stop playing this kind of things??
bout that weird message..
N 'bout people taking what i say serious..
ya.. i mean bryan..
I just want to be normal..
i don't want to lose anyone..
any friend..

Bio paper for next week...
Hope it wont be that hard..
Cause i totally have no study mood~

The day before chemistry...

Everyday before the last paper finish..
i'll do the same thing..
think beside the "kertas semakan"..
and now.. four papers left..
I really have no idea about it..
studying aimlessly..
sitting the exam with no confidence..
sad bout something else..
and whats else?
Ya.. happy with my dad came home for holiday..
Coming back again before we go to our trip~
And something really makes me feel sorry..
to the person i've saying something untrue bout it..
And makes her become like this now..
i can see how u care bout him now..
its all my fault.. i noe~
But the next thing to tell..
JUST FORGET THOSE WHO WILL LEAVE SOON..
look forward...
nothing n no miracle will happens..
i'll be brave~
u too 22..

wow..jus now went to air-asia's website..

How can it be sooo cheap??

Dad says:

see when is ur holiday next year lar..

then.. i looked out for it..

8/3 till 16/3...

he just say.. then book 3 tickets lar..

m i dreaming??

anyway.. i din book..

although i noe the ticket price raising everyday..

another trip but not my time?

one more week...
and two days..
we'll be more free..
but it also means..
u guys will be going for NS soon..
and someone asked me when should the trip be..
i really hope that its 5-7..
if really 20-22.. i'll be sad..
extremely sad..
coz i can't join u guys anymore..
and for someone..

Or we should just forget bout it?
Just go for a one day trip lar..
anyway..
i hope that i'm still okay..

please come home, my confidence..

URGENT!

CONFIDENCE!!

come back lar!!! pls!!

i need you..

i've been looking for u everywhere..

But i still can't get it..

where are you?

Can u stop playing hide-n-seek with me?

without u..

i feel like every step i take are wrong..

Its like..

i really lost something..

can you please come back??

i really needs you..

anyone who found it for me will be "rewarded"

i'll treat u the best if u are back...

Haiz.. Where is my confidence??
Lots of things cant complete without it..
re-flash back what happening past few days..
I really think that i lost it..
Every question i do..
I also feel like i get it wrong..
Haiz.. stil the same..
I dunno what can i do..
it makes me feel like..
努力与成绩并不是成正比...

1st two days of SPM..

Yes! No more sejarah in my life..
Wow.. i wanna burn those books lar..
But DOR said..
I still wanna sell it for 70%.. so zd..

David..
Thanks for ur
"touch the ground"
dunno where u pick it from..
Anyway.. its just kinda funny..

A conclusion for my two days..
BM.. no confidence..
And dunno what i've did to the karangan..
English.. 1119...
How wil i get A for it with my stupid bad n poor english?
Sejarah..
Just certified dead..
every Q almost get half of it wrong..
then u'll guess what the marks should be..
Anyway.. its happy..
i just wanna end this as soon as possible..
The results aint that important la~

omg.. its not a physical exam..
But the "mental" exam..
u noe.. we din finish study for every subject..
And feel kinda sorry..
but stil happy...
Aint we gone mad?

Past few days ain't i don't wanna on9..
Just my comp have some problem..
and lost $120..
and now.. i'm back.. with nothing..

At 1st wanna post a post bout the last day..
Mayb it wont appears also..

2days..
And my confidence aint with me..
I dunno what i'm doing recently too..

Sometimes i'm really to 冲动
hope it wont results in anything..
anyway..

Secret will not reveal in this period
Maybe after my SPM
or never ever have anyone knows the truth..

always on our mind..

5sZhong..

Always on our mind..

Thanks to friends sitting around me the whole year..
U guys bring lots of joy n memories to me..

How fun it is?
Guys are playing around.. always..

And The Best Family in our class..
Always like a family..

And friends in the class..
Have brought us precious memories..
Maybe i'll cry when i think back..

As someone said..
"Our Last Lunch"
How sad is this lunch named...
Lunch time is always the happiest time we ever had..
Without delicious food..
But still with friends crapping..
Making fun around..
Everyday..
We just waiting for the lunch..
to relax with our friends..

A weird photo..
Anyway.. still from 5sZhong..
our lovely class..

And thats our Tree Of Love..
"planted" by ourself..
Nourishing it ourself..

How fast it is..
And now its year end again..
And how much i'll miss this class..
MemOriEs..
Our teachers..
And everyone in the class..

Tomoro really will be the last n last day of school..
Hope everyone still enjoy it..
Just like today...
we just ignore the studies..
And played for few periods..

Those who will easily cry..
remember to bring more tissue..
As OKL should will say something touching..
And today..
She said:
"你们一年下来的国语节，已经来到最后一节了……"
kinda touching..

无盐 saltless..

说真的
今天还蛮开心的
不过很鱼啊
谢谢慧琪帮我大事宣扬咯
也就酱玩了一节咯
今天的体育节
有人告诉我是最后一节体育
所以好好的玩咯
结果..大家都是变态的!!

对某人说的
如果你觉得我
是想在你身上得到一些东西的
对你有一定的期望的
那就对不起咯
我回答你
我真的没有！

还有
有人问我怎么每天都blog
我会说
因为心情不好
还有我很讨厌读书!!

你们走了
就没有人可以跟我玩了啦！
在最后几天
依然有一句话我不敢说
也许
就让他留在我的记忆里
反正现在的我很清醒
我知道那绝对是不可能的

对了！依倩啊
不要将喜欢做电灯泡啦！
我的计划给你搞砸了拉!

冷...

昨天去看了牙医
结果听了一段很冷的对话
牙：他的牙齿好到七七八八了
多几个月可以拆了（牙套）
妈：酱快？
牙：还快？我们都飞到太空了咯~

我顿时真的觉得
超级炸到啦！

Melodies of Life

Alone for a while I've been searching through the dark

For traces of the love you left inside my lonely heart

To weave by picking up the pieces that remain

Melodies of life--love's lost refrain

Our paths they did cross, though I cannot say just why

We met, we laughed, we held on fast, and then we said goodbye

And who'll hear the echoes of stories never told?

Let them ring out loud till they unfold

In my dearest memories, I see you reaching out to me

Though you're gone, I still believe that you can call out my name

A voice from the past, joining yours and mine

Adding up the layers of harmony

And so it goes, on and on

Melodies of life,

To the sky beyond the flying birds--forever and beyond

So far and away, see the bird as it flies by

Gliding through the shadows of the clouds up in the sky

I've laid my memories and dreams upon those wings

Leave them now and see what tomorrow brings

In your dearest memories, do you remember loving me?

Was it fate that brought us close and now leaves me behind?

If I should leave this lonely world behind

Your voice will still remember our melody

Now I know we'll carry on

Melodies of life

Come circle round and grow deep in our hearts

As long as we remember

someone asked me...

someone asked me...

How would the last period of Tuesday be?
Normal? Sad? or what?
And should i tell the truth?
So that nothing i'll regret for?
Or just keep it and let it go?
because definitely can't change the decision..

And see carefully the photos above..
The lizard.. so weird
The skin of its head.. all peeled..

25 attend the class..

At 1st dun wanna go to school de..
But think xia think xia..
I wont study at home also de lar..
And see this....
How cool and cold is this?
walaoA.. 25 students only..
Anyway.. its good also..
So little ppl and so quiet..
And.. So cold leh...
At last we decided to turn off the fan lor~
This morning sent a message to vincent and say:
"23 person come only"
His reply is:
"I thought 10++ person only tim"
Anyway.. today kinda ok..
At least listen to Y2J's story talking for a period.. haha

And.. Today Tuan Khee 'wat' me again..
But everything will come to an end..
Ya.. in very short time..
Maybe in days time..
As 2 more days of school only...
很舍不得一些给人推给我的、陪我玩、
不介意给人wat的人...
希望你们离开以后
大家还会是很好的朋友

看到每个人的blog..
都写关于不舍得的东西
反而让我觉得更不舍得
虽然自己暂时没决定要离开
可是...依然...

突然间回忆起这几年
时间仿佛过得很快
就在一眨眼间
误打误撞的混到高二来了
初一：
想过要转校、也同时权人不要转校
初二：
就是最伤心的一年，
也同时多谢那个人，
让我再接下去的日子学了不少的东西
也因为你，
我才那么努力
才有机会认识现在这班朋友
初三：
完全融不进大家的世界
与世隔绝了一年
高一：
算是蛮开心的一年
至少认识了一些朋友
也开始把事情看开点
也至少不再像以前那么讨厌他
也很感谢那一班一起去PD的朋友
高二：
酸甜苦辣
开心、不开心……什么都有
很多很美好的回忆
也同时使我压力最大的一年
或许像某人在班看写到的
这时候大家只能努力把式考好
或许这段期间觉得很辛苦
但是也许以后当你想起这段时间时
那可能是个很美好的回忆
高三：
依然是片空白
会不会出现也还未成定局

这一刻
也该是我回到现实生活中
回到我最讨厌的书群当中

要走的人
可以走的萧洒电吗？

Hate sejarah

我已经开始觉得
我快要丧失战斗能力了
只是因为读了
却完全没有记得的感觉
明天大概也很多人会患上
“xxx病毒”
所以很多人可以预知明天不会出现在班上的啦
好了~
继续读书咯~
死蠢sej...
读了完全不会记在脑海酱的！