wind blows..

Again the wind blows..
and shan got blown away.. so sad..
n beside me is.. shinn chien again..
luckily still got boon khai them around..
sometimes got some stupid funny jokes..
but the place is super duper hot!!
anyway..
4th paper in 2008 already..
omg.. cant imagine how it would be again.. coz its maths again..
the chemistry .. kaka ^^
laughing at myself for bonding CH3 to H.. haha..
and the one bond less in two answer..
and the physics.. stupid because i definitely didn't see the Question correctly..
i really didnt see the 1.2kg .. fine..
maths.. more "no salt"
anyway.. i have short term memory especially when i'm disappointed..

a saturday..

dai lou ar.. why everyday laughing at same thing??

don't u feel boring?
and today school having 新春庙会
and as usual have to 挥春
but just stay in the class room..
not like last year so cham..
and..

thats how all hungry people "lou-sang"
and..

cheau ya.. and all this ur idea =.="'
some friends who left the school -- taylorians came back
definitely not to see us lar..
who wants to see me o..
and that means i'm not important.. keke ^^
just kinda happy also lar..
and later the school dismiss at 11
but we have to wait till 1.30
coz have to wait for pro-pro OKL
and someone who play football..
and not as usual.. i went to see them play football..
and thanks niwa for the help to take some photos.



okla.. thats the only time i see u guys kick football..
just because i was too boring at that time
and then.. yeah!! apple's driving is great! hehe ^^
but sorry to say apple needs ppl to help her for parking..
okay.. then just take lunch at pizza hut..
nothing special..

anyway.. still feel weird after something..
after someone know something they shouldn't know suddenly..
(he definitely won't come here.. but someone know what i mean..)
hope things still be okay next time we meet..
or maybe i just think too much.. and just hope so..
anyway.. really nothing de.. dun simply guess..
and the fact is.. i din like him.. and thats all!!

update for no reason

Someone ask me to update my blog leh..

so unbelievable.. hehe!!
nola.. just nowadays nothign much happened..
ohya.. I love my seat so much now..
the place where people will ignore n forget bout me..
the place where i can have a few quiet days..
at least few of us sitting at the back still enjoy the days there..
yup.. the small island with about 13 people..
shan!! pls teach ur husband!! hehe..
pls dun ask who is he lar..
he bully me lar!!
Okla... dun simply say lar.. he just ur friend!!
I dont want u to be next Ee Ching.. keke *^^*
anyway.. still love the small island n circle's life..
next thing..
damn love doing those papercraft..
coz its toooo cute..

hey mister.. i updated this..
ohya.. my flu went away..
so can back to normal now..
and hope those who are still sick will be okay..

what a stupid day i had..

What a stupid day i had..
oh my god..
morning woke up late a bit cause too tired n got sick..
flu and sore throat..
and what an accident had caused a few km jam( should be.. )
and we got stucked in the stupid jam..
for 20 minutes
and at last decided to use another road by u-turning in the middle of the main road..
And when reach jalan gombak there..
jam also.. because its bout 7am already
and turning into the bottle-neck road
which 3 lanes merge into one..
and jam there for half hour again..
omg.. we are thinking of turning back n just skip the whole day class..
at last my brother don't want..
so we just keep on jamming and reach the KTM short cut
which I've only walk through twice after 6 years here..
I'll definitely wont walk through there anymore..
coz its damn scary..
as my last experience is..
after we pass the rail road and about 15 seconds later..
a train went by..
omg... i cant forget that.. its scary!!
omg.. and reach school about 7.50 or 8..
luckily.. we met someone who also same same with us..
and just go to look for the discipline's office
and thanks for not deducting our marks for 8 person..
kinda yeng although!!!
and bad things didn't stop in that day..
i was late..
and i din finish lots of things..
and teacher changed my place...
kinda happy sitting in the last row..
but still somehow miss people around..
worse n worse..
i even saw wrong thing and substituting wrong value during the physics exam..
and the paper was dead..
oh stool.. i can't imagine whats happening next..
and next thing is..
my flu getting worst.. and headache comes together...
all my "old friends" come to look for me again..
so slept in class many times..
but people sitting beside didn't notice at all..
since one was doing his maths n homework..
and one was too concentrating in what teacher teaching..
so i kept on day dreaming.. and no one realise..
so sad..
came home just took the herbal tea and went to bed..
haiz... speechless now..
ya.. i'm sad!!!
Hope everything will be better tomorrow~

and today mum told me the proton car is very cheap..
and thought of buying one..
but what for??
(1) i dun like proton car!!
(2) i rather study oversea better than buying a car..
that's no point she told me her friend don't let her daughter go oversea not because of financial problem but feel hard to let her leave the house for such a long period..
what the hell is this??
people don't need to learn how to survive??
and always under your protection??
what a selfish thinking i think..
and later daddy coming back and i'll try to tell him bout my choice..
since telling my too good mum is useless as she thinks we needs protection till the end of my life..

stupid, back to my homework
lots and lots..
and my chemistry n maths exam.. will die also

usual life..

What the hell..
what kind of life is this?
yup.. senior 3 life in Chong Hwa..
just like usual..
stacks of homework...
dunno whether i do it slow or its kinda lots..
until everyone going crazy n tell the teacher better dont add any more..
N.. everyday we got some good news..
yup.. good news.. thats it, exams..!!
yup.. next weeks we have optics, chem n analytical geo
thanks god for the changing of 25th's celebration to 26
and we get the chance to take one more exam on 25..
thanks leh~!!! =.="'
but till now i studied nothing..
and still have lots of homework but lazy to do..
so just come here n crap..

ohya.. seems that the atmosphere getting better n better nowadays..
at least not that boring although i always 'fishing' in class..

What do i really want?

Oh my god..
the optics exam falls on next monday..
but i dont have the book
and just borrow it from someone
Okay.. i just want to say..
I hate exam!!! i hate to study..
totally no mood to study how to study?
Yesterday went to Edu Fair at Klcc
Dunno what i'm doing..
and i have no direction at all..
Just get whateva information i think i still interested in..
But guess what i took..
Engineering, pharmacy, business..
that means.. i'm aimless..
and something i'm interested in..
Hong Kong Polytechnic U
and what is she thinking..
cant i go overseas?? its no fair!!
and what a stupid reason she gave..
I buy u a car n u can be here always!!
OMG.. i'm gonna fed-up with this!!
Anyway.. still dunno what myself wants..
just finish this UEC as good as i could..

What else?
I slept so many times in the classes today..
Physics, Bio, Chem, Chinese, maths..
Dunno, just too tired
and dunno why..
After the "3-hours nap"
i gonna sleep again soon..
coz.. no optics book for me in this few days!!

又一个星期了...

开学了一个星期了啦
不能说很适应
不过至少第一天来上课那种强烈讨厌的感觉减少了
开始觉得能够接受这班了
也不那么执著于以前的事了啦
虽然对一般朋友仍然觉得有点想念他们
可是
毕竟是最后一年了啦
不过到今天为止
还是觉得早上来等放学
放学回家
又等另一天上课
应该不只我这么觉得吧？
开始对这班有一些写好感了
太好了啦!!
终于涅！
对了,Daljit 的节真的是恐怖啊！
不过至少不会闷到像物理节酱睡着
也不会像上化学酱不懂飞到哪里
不会像华语节酱神游中听他讲历史
很想念 ah lian, 凤菁姐,chicken rice的节啊！

今天老师终于讲了位子应该想办法调整下
可是我竟然一点也不觉得开心哦
奇怪

失望？

有人说
这一班完全没有班的感觉
班的感觉？
没有团结、认识、友善的感觉！
讲到这一班
我和一些人到今天还是说
失望、伤心
也真的想不到一个很好的形容词给他
不过有人用“奇怪”来形容它
也算不错的形容词了
应为真的词穷了啦！
不过也开始试着尽量认识人了啦
毕竟都是在同一班
何必搞到大家不认识酱
最后一年了呢！
团结一下啦
免得以后后悔就真得很惨的啦
不过感谢班上有万豪这个亲善大使啦~

可悲拉
才上了几天课
就不懂睡过几节了啦！
以后大家可以多制造一些声音效果吗？
真的真得很闷呢！
今天在学校才讲到
有时候真的觉得来学校只是为了时间过
早上来到睡觉
上课时钓下鱼
下课又只剩几只小猫
很想念一起下课的朋友啊！
之后又是等着放学
回家吃东西、睡觉、开电脑这样吧了~
希望之后的气氛会好一点啦
要不然我肯定顶到三月就顶不下去了啦！
6s忠的，我信你们！
大家加油下啦！

有人告诉我
好想回中华了啦
在college读的朋友
要坚持啦！
才第一天上课罢了
别那么灰啦！
大家一起加油哦！ ^^

好讨厌读书啊！

第二天竟然开始上课了！
好讨厌啊！
闷到要死呢！
听听下每个老师的briefing..
搞到大家都觉得满有压力的~
恐怖啊！
还有，在中华6年
第3年给同一个老师教，
真的不知道是好是坏啊~
还要做功课
烦！~
总之就是讨厌上课啦！

高三开课咯！

真的真的在中华最后一次开学
不懂啊
感觉上这一班就是很多派
就是来自不同班就不同派
不果满开心的是
今天有些人混进班咯~
因为有些人会来踢球嘛
说真的满羡慕你们这班朋友的
放学后其实走去mutiara吃了东西的
然后走回来拿书等等
之后再把它搬到新场放然后就走了
可是走了那时候
我好不想再回去拿书了
我很怕很怕看到一些人
我很怕那种不舍得的感觉
我很讨厌这种感觉
可是还是要面对的
有时候真的觉得
有些人常常在你身边很关心你、照顾你
可是也只会觉得他是你很好很好的朋友
可是有些人却不是
有时候当一些事发生以后
你可能很容易对那个人有好感
或许……