假期了啦!

假期了，回到家才发现...

原来，
这个学期我很孤立、自闭、
谁叫我跟本都没有和我那一样的科目的amcisa的人
就只好每天粘着coursemate, 尤其是3个project的groupmates

原来，
我这个学期过的很幸福，
所以肥了3公斤，

原来,
我整个学期只听过一个album,
还要是张敬轩的精选集罢了，
整个sem都没下载过歌，

原来,
我也读了3个学期，
再过25天，我就要离开家半年了，

原来,
回家时非常幸福的事，
可以狂吃之外，还可以狂购物，
结果就刚买了一套suit, 还有一件冷衣，谁叫我那么怕冷~
还要买相机,行李箱,背包...总之要买的多得是..

原来,
我很久没见到我的朋友们了啦!!!

=(

after 3 consecutive days of playing and spending....
i'm down now...
i feels very sad....

i'll miss you pluto!
and surely miss my dear, a lot of course. =(

I HATE YOU!!!

i feel like giving up on you.

i dont feel like you care about me
dont feel like being respected.

everytime i ask for anything will just turn out to be nothing... being cheated... wait like an asshole.

and you lied to me... not just once....

and you always cheat me and treat me like a stupid asshole-idiot and make me wait n wait but at last you actually don't care about it. and you seems to "forget" about what you said.
and everytime waited for hours and hours end up with disappointments!!!!

HOW WOULD YOU WANT ME TO BELIEVE IN YOU AGAIN?!!!
I HATE YOU!!!

yes. you don't care
why should i?!!!!

life is hectic

recently, a lot of negative thinkings.

everything seems to makes me feels so stupid.

I'm stupid,

I'm not strong in language,

and sometime i find that i can't even understand a text.

i just somehow feels like i'm not suitable to be in this place.

I have no confidence,

in everything i do.

I hate people who comment on how i live.

You are a person who has no life is your problem.

don't talk in front of me, asking why i rather waste the time for a movie than a couple of readings. (not talking about my dear)

anyway,

thanks for my dear's supports.

and Joanne's blog post.

This few weeks are hectic.

i have readings that i can't understand to read and present.

presentationssss.... group reports....

and the haze is so serious.

习惯了的

今天少了...有点不习惯

想你，你加油啦！

忙完了就好了~

to bryan,

i was totally shocked when someone text me about this accident and wake me up from my nap.

Wondering if it is just a scam.

Bryan,

i'll couldn't believe two days ago i was telling you we'll skype after my midterm.

and now it will just be a dream that will never happen.

you made me think of how we knew each other,

what had happened before..

how we love the same songs..

how bad we treat each other..

but still when i am sad, you are the one who accompany me..

dinner or movie, like bff hanging out. just two of us.

i'll always miss you.

and you'll be my best friend forever.

rest in peace.

Recently

had a great birthday, with my dear.

and thanks juniors.

and had great birthday celebrations for some other september babes.

and had great time eating around with friends during recess week.

and eating lots back in kl as well.

life is short. live to max.

很感觉被忽略


突然间很想一个人生活
反正和现在没什么两样
别人都不在乎，我在乎来干嘛？
自己拿苦来受啊？

讲到累了...
你还是不懂



真的,累

很乱...

房间很乱...

心很乱...



很想找人谈,但是自己也不懂自己在想什么