11days left..

一天比一天更逼近考试
也意味着有些人就快毕业了
昨天又抵挡不住班刊的诱惑
结果看了蛮久
只能说…感动
看对个人感言反而没有感觉
而是对全班的感言…

无论如何…
依然珍惜每一个跟大家一起的时刻
结果也因为酱给人wat...
反正这也可能是最后一次了...
一切的不舍得
都收在我的心理咯

今天很多人没来上课
所以我就坐去嘉将旁边
结果又给人wat
下课又是…还要讲到酱明...
不过，就像运智所说的
大家压力酱大，就娱乐一下大家咯~
酱啊~
给你们wat就是我的荣幸咯~ hehe! =D
珍惜啦~

5sZhong Class Mag

Yeah..
5sZhong Class Mag..
Its really like a physics textbook..
But have a hard cover...
Finally got it leh~
And most of them like got a new virus..
*#$ViRus_5sZhOng_mAg*#$
Then the 3 periods only reading it...
Anyway.. Kinda happy also..
Coz... what we planned for already completed..
And thanks for those who help..
And year end can spend my time reading it lo~
Actually..
I really have some feelings after i got it..
Just feel like many ppl will be leaving..
Quite 舍不得...
13 days left to SPM..

Ohya.. yesterday night did sth really damn weird..
Guess what?
I was studying at 1st..
Then 10 o'clock i walked out..
And next??
I went into the toilet to wash my hair..
I've gone crazy~

Somehow.. when i see the class mag..
Feel like crying leh..
I dun want u guys to leave..
And when we sing the class theme..
Its more sad lar..

anyway.. as long as i go to school this few days..
I'll appreciate it..
The time with u guys..

Class photo

Cool photo right?

So yeng leh.. 57-3+11=? person leh..
N really 1st time took class photo since in chong hwa leh..
Maybe its also the last for someone also~
Btw.. see the below one..
Back there those kinda funny

The most busy period..
But how come i typing a post everyday??
I know..
Coz i've gone mad..
15? 14 days?
I dunno how to count..
Oh stool.. have to back to my bio~
Cant wait to see the class mag tomoro!!! yeah!~

坚持

最近每天翻开报纸
都是看到同样的新闻
虽然看了有点伤心
就是关于
云顶集团创办人--林梧桐的死讯
也正如首相说的
“a great lost to our nation"
一个华人之光
一个不畏艰辛努力奋斗的
一个做是如此认真的
如此深受大众尊重的
一个不是政治人物
但又深受各界人士尊重的
百手兴家的成功人物
它的勇敢、意志、认真……
永远都是大家学习的好对象

我们正是如此的年轻
声明中还有很多是可能发生
也因此
我们同样因该学习
它那种奋斗精神
所以
无论生活多么辛苦
多么的不开心
还是应该坚持下去吧~

spm?

17days left..
Kinda worry bout it..
I'm studying not that slow..
Just dun feel like remember it..
And today its ok d..
someone got the wrong information for me..
makes me worry so much...
And finally i found the truth..
And its time for me...
To continue my studies...
anyway...
In the suffering life of studies..
Still looking forward to one and a half month later..

wanna leave...

Things happening recently...
really makes me wanna leave..
Not because of anyone..
Like Bryan or anyone as u guys said..
just i hate the life here..
And i really dunno whats happening..
And i dunno whats the reason its so bad..
its really.....
lots worse than what i thought...
And 19days to SPM..
oh my god..
I'm in dying condition...
No energy n strength to continue studying..
Lots of it i haven study..
And lots n lots...
haiz.. and others...
Just make me feel like wanna leave..
But where i get those $..

又給人wat..

omg... 今天又給人wat 了啦
無端端給人講
還將到醬大聲tim..
結果給嘉將&JR聽到了
那就簡直是……恐怖！
哇……
沒有發生過的事
竟然可以給他講到醬
我跟他哪裏有醬的事哦~
anyway..今天還算蠻開心的
搞到我很不捨得你們走啊~

今天聽到新聞……
有點蠻不開心的~

衝動

有誰不成衝動過？
我也知道我本身偶爾還蠻衝動的
説話、做事……
總之，有時候該說自己沒腦
行動前就是不用腦
或許有時候很不顧及別人
有時就是太過情緒化
我真得很害怕
……
害怕遲早會因爲“衝動”
而害了我自己
也希望自己不想看到的結果
不會因爲自己的衝動而發生

Class Magazine~

Ain't i said i finally get the "sample"?
Its as thick as a Physics textbook...
How cool will it be~

Yeah.. Thanks everyone..
And of coz myself i think!!!
Erm.. For what??
For almost finishing the class magazine..
Actually... that day i was kinda angry..
Everything in my hand.. but not complete..
And u guys want a "sample" in 2 days time..
But one day is for photostate de..
So... damn not shuang that time..
But then.. i simply paste everything lar..
For those what name list or something..
 
And u see.. oh stool..
I totally dunno what i'm doing..
But luckily the "product" after photostate still OK..
and thanks Jon them for adding things for it lor..
And now..
Everything settle also...
Except some page lar...
And so finally i can TRY to be concentrate...

Really super duper happy today..
although everyone rushing this and that..
And everyone like sooooo free..
keep on talking n chatting with ppl around..
And Jan being "molested" by those guys..
Seeing them play like gays.. kinda funny lar..
Anyway.. finished a job d really feels kinda good..
Quite Happy.. and... satisfied...
Can't wait to get the whole book lar...
And year end can spending time reading it when free..
 
Yeah.. damn happy today lar..
And really long long time din so happy i think..
Ohya.. getting that stupid failing Calc's test paper..
I also can laugh like gone mad tim..
And today Ee ching oso gone mad.. so funny lar her~!!
ohya.. we must have a 慰劳宴 later lar..
Snacks n sweets n chocolate at least.. haha..!!!

Oh stool...

I wasted a week..
Still cant go in to study mood..
And yesterday...
They were asking me to finish everything..
OMG... one night...
need to paste everything..
N the 2nd day must take it to the shop...
Now.. i finally got it..
And i noe...
HOW THICK IS IT!~
omg.. 3 weeks left lar..
but i study nothing..
really die very very hard this time..
MUST STUDY LAR!!!
And today go settle everything with my mum..
OMg.. sit there for an hour...
And listen my mum asking soooo much...
And now.. everything settle..
Kinda Happy... but poor brother..
Haha... Hope to see you soon then..
Although i noe u'll come back when i'm near the exam..
Remember to bring back ur cam oso then~ KEke..

Haiz.. What a good news!
Leo Ku's concert at Stadium Merdeka..
On 23 Dec 2007..
What a goooood day!!!
Thought of going for the concert..
With my own pocket money..
Coz i think it would be kinda nice mar~
But then..
We decided for the trip for 19 Dec..
And just come back on 23 Dec..
What a nice planning hor???
And i told my brother...
Yeah!!! I can save the money...
Either use it up in the trip or sth..
Act.. kinda disappointed..
Coz i really think that his concert are all high quality ones..

Anyway...
everything back to normal...
except my energy...
n my studieeeeees...

...... so fast.....

erm.. Everything comes too fast..
Guess what?
Daddy going back tomoro..
N we knew it today..
And together with the laptop..
Guess what?
I miss them both lar..
I have to fight with my brother..
For the computer from tomoro onwards..
Or maybe its good..
I wont have to sit infront of the comp wu liao-ing..
Online for whole day but doing nothing..
That may makes me more concentrat..
Good...

And what i've did this two days?
I went to look for all those contoh karangan..
At 1st i thought that not much left..
But then... Cool...
The new ones are about the old ones that high..
How can i make it to finish it??!!
Everytime take out the karangan..
then i feel sleepy..
and later if i don't get into sleep...
I'll feel dizzy and headache~
what curse is this?!!

OMG.. laptop.. and dad..
i'll miss you for one month...
and bye~

my 180th crapping stupid post!

Cool... wake up at 7..
came home at 8 sth..
Sleep again at 9 sth..
Till 12.xx.. just like a...
Finally went to 九王爷庙
erm.. still the same..
But i always think that its kinda special..
I mean i luv to go to temple..
Really like mag them lar..
Year end must go to do some Yi Gong..
After my SPM lor..
And Chun ar..
Dun think i really that materialistic lar..
N pls don't thought i wont do good things!!!

Today at 1st thought of going to Ikano
de Popular to look for some books..
But then.. din buy anything at last~
Ohya.. we did bought something lar..
A "5ookg" toy n a ball for my dog.. haha!
But then went to Kepong Foodcourt..
And omg.. nowadays always eat supper..
And its kinda full leh~ So.. just cant sleep~
My favourite Kangkong & squid..
And OMG... Kopi ais at nice again..

A sad day (as said by others)..

its horrible

today everyone in the class really looks so sad..

Everyone don't talk much..

The atmosphere is so cold..

And really..
Like everyone wants to cry..
And i feel helpless too..
People telling me that their results aint good..
Seeing people so depressed..
But can't help them also..
Or maybe they should calm dowm themselves?
alone..
Just say good luck to them..

And.. getting high marks isnt any wrong..
Just maybe the person around you wants to calm down him/herself..
So maybe just leave him/her alone lar...

Just feel kinda satified with what i hav now..
And tonight i'll 反省 a while..
On what i've done these few days..
And on my trial...

Today finally can calm down myself..
Feel better than yesterday..
at least i've 4got bout it i think..
Today din feel so suffering..
Thanks...

I hope that i'm okay..

I'm Okay..
It remains..
And lots of it better..
than what i thought it would be..

And chatting with someone..
suddenly makes me think of so many things..
And.. Hope nothing will happen..
And hope someone can tell me..
It wont happens on me.. again..
I don't want to be in that suffering situation..
But if it is happening..
i will tell someone..
[*dun think that the person see-ing this..]

Sometimes really hope for something..
But i think it definitely wont happens..
I think...
And can i think bout nothing now?
I don't want to think bout it anymore..
I just dont want to have the feel of..
Just forget bout it...

有时候可能真的像你们所说的
“口是心非”
虽然我知道有时我的确是这样
还是有些是可能真的是
“当局者迷，旁观者清”
我跟本无法了解现在真正的情况
...有些是还是越少人懂越好...
...希望一切不会有任何不好的改变...

Just a conclusion..

Just..

Everything coming to an end..

Exams coming to an end..

For those who will not stay for UEC..

and also..

Everything...

And those i don't hope it will happen...

Will soon happens too..

And i cant make any decision..

As i feel aimless..

and what can i do to change the situation??

Just NoThinG!!!

I'm not the God..

And now..

feel kinda hard to let it go..

Am i really that good?

Sometimes i just can say..

The more you hope for..

The more disappointed you get..

just when u fail to achieve it..

But when u get it..

Its always the happiest moment..

This morning saw a line

"是非成败转头空,青山依旧在,几度夕阳红"

and..

Someone ask me for what i study hard.

And i said..

for nothing.. just to compete?

Or just because its what we should do..

As a student we should..

But i also told him..

Results actually din meant anything to me..

adding another line...

sometimes should be more realistic..

Its just because everyone competing...

Sometimes i'm not really that sad of those results..

Just for nothing...

Or maybe its something else..

duh.. i've been sleeping on the sofa whole nigh..
Totally dare not go into my room..
Just because i've accidentally chased the
damn stupid cockroach into it..
And now.. I'm having backache..
So.. when i take a book out..
And planned to study..
Then i didn't at last..
But now.. i must..
As Tensa said..
we still have no mood to study..
喂！番利咯！

Ohya.. type something bout the tuesday outing too..
Poor CS, "died" under Kai hoe's comment...
Nvm lar.. next time sing better lo..
And still feel funny bout it..
As dunno why everyone wanna laugh at him when he comes in..
Next time must Sing with u guys lor..!
But don't left someone behind too.. hehe

Who Moved My Cheese?

Its really a nice book..

But maybe it still not that useful in our life for now..
As we are still a student..
But maybe it change my mind..
And i think its really the time

i should have something change now..

Who am i?
Sniff? Scurry? Haw? or Hem?
Which one am i now?
The Sniff who sniff out the changes?
Scurry who did changes to his life

and look for "New Cheese"?
Or the Hem who doesnt want to change

and stay with his "Old Cheese"?
Or Haw who finally realise that he should

change and look for his "New Cheese"?

Maybe i'm the Haw..
Good luck guys who are facing changes in your life!

爱自己的人最美丽
要别人欣赏你、喜欢你、肯定你、重用你，
很重要的一点是
你要先欣赏自己、喜欢自己、肯定自己。
找个时间写下自己的优点，
若是在不怎么有信心的话，
不妨通过msn,还是深么都好，
问下别人以下两个问题
1. 你觉得我是怎样的人？
2. 你觉得我有深么有点？
（也在此希望有人能回答我这个问题..)

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生命中的贵人

贵人有两种，

一种是处处帮助我们的，渡我们与困顿之中，

这是正面的贵人；

另一种是处处打击我们，磨练我们意志力的人，

这是反面的贵人。

每个人的生活中肯定不会少了这两种人，

所以无论如何，就只能和说，

好好珍惜身边的人吧!

因为它们都是你的贵人。