Sunday, October 24, 2010

I HATE YOU!!!

i feel like giving up on you.

i dont feel like you care about me
dont feel like being respected.

everytime i ask for anything will just turn out to be nothing... being cheated... wait like an asshole.

and you lied to me... not just once....

and you always cheat me and treat me like a stupid asshole-idiot and make me wait n wait but at last you actually don't care about it. and you seems to "forget" about what you said.
and everytime waited for hours and hours end up with disappointments!!!!

HOW WOULD YOU WANT ME TO BELIEVE IN YOU AGAIN?!!!
I HATE YOU!!!

yes. you don't care
why should i?!!!!

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

life is hectic

recently, a lot of negative thinkings.

everything seems to makes me feels so stupid.

I'm stupid,
I'm not strong in language,
and sometime i find that i can't even understand a text.
i just somehow feels like i'm not suitable to be in this place.

I have no confidence,
in everything i do.

I hate people who comment on how i live.
You are a person who has no life is your problem.
don't talk in front of me, asking why i rather waste the time for a movie than a couple of readings. (not talking about my dear)

anyway,
thanks for my dear's supports.
and Joanne's blog post.

This few weeks are hectic.
i have readings that i can't understand to read and present.
presentationssss.... group reports....
and the haze is so serious.

Friday, October 15, 2010

习惯了的
今天少了...有点不习惯

想你,你加油啦!
忙完了就好了~