life is hectic

recently, a lot of negative thinkings.

everything seems to makes me feels so stupid.

I'm stupid,

I'm not strong in language,

and sometime i find that i can't even understand a text.

i just somehow feels like i'm not suitable to be in this place.

I have no confidence,

in everything i do.

I hate people who comment on how i live.

You are a person who has no life is your problem.

don't talk in front of me, asking why i rather waste the time for a movie than a couple of readings. (not talking about my dear)

anyway,

thanks for my dear's supports.

and Joanne's blog post.

This few weeks are hectic.

i have readings that i can't understand to read and present.

presentationssss.... group reports....

and the haze is so serious.