Wat's happening in 2006?

Just now i was just chatting with a fren...
Then suddenly he told me in our clas already have so many ppl's brother/sisters will be studying in our school next year...
N he even said that he dun feel like we wil be form5 seniors next year...
Ya...The time has been passing by so fast since dunno when...
Ya... I really dunno...
U see... year 2006 will come to an end in one month time~
Just reacall back wat had happened this few years...
Its been so unbelievable that we are going to be a form5 student...
SO UNBELIEVEBLE right?
But I just feel like this 4 years was so amazing...
I think i learnt quite a lot of things...
Maybe when we grow... we will become more mature...(Do i?)
I've been facing some problem 4 years ago..
Feel like nobody caring bout me n have so many negative thinkings...
And 2 years ago.. I face stg i can't accept so much...
It makes me regret so much...
And sometimes i even think that thats all my fault...
If not this thing wont happen at all...

4 years of secondary life since 2003...
I tried to stop myself from negative thinkings...less n less...
Last time i cant even stop myself of thinking bout him...
But now.. I've change the way i think..
N its become better...Everything better...

N this few years... i dun even like ppl disturbing my life...
I've changed...Last time i want ppl's care so much..
Now i just want the way i want to live...
I'd tried to do anything i want myself to do alone...
Eg. sometimes i dun like mum caring about every meal of mine...
I just tell her.. if u not free or u not at home... i can make it myself...
It's not any big deal anymore...
But... Sometimes i feel like i'm more independent..
But sometimes i still that dependent in some other things...

Maybe thats our life... Every person will grow...
As i saw my frens changed a lot this 2 years...
Anyway...good luck to frens in changing urself...& growing
But dont become a bad guy or bad gal~pls~
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Something For My Friend~
Something i wanna type so much this few weeks but i'm kinda lazy nowadays...
It was about...Oh right...
Fren...Actually i dun have frens at 1st...
Who have frens when u were just born...
No right?...
Then... The only way is try to make frens around right?
Sometimes...
This world is just so fake for me...
U cant read what people's thinking...
U dont really noe what people needs u..
U dont really noe what other people wants from u too...
U dont even noe what kind of people is suitable for u to be your friend...
So...
The only thing u can do is just BE YOURSELF...
the original U...
For me... its useless to change yourself just for making friends...
For me...Just dun care so much...
If they think that they can accept u as a friend... just let it be...
If cant... Mayb try it later... Mayb its not the right time...
Nowadays... Even if i found somebody dun likes me...
I just dun care so much... coz its actually so obvious already...
Just let it go... Mayb she/he dun needs u ..
But other will need u more...

BTW... sometimes u may also have some conflicts with ur friends...
Or they did stg but not actually a very big deal...
Then juz forgive them...
because not everyone is 100% perfect man..
N just like i said.. BE YOURSELF...
so they also wont change themself just because of u...
So..the only thing u need is forgive people...when they did little bit wrong..

Besides that...TRUST is also somethign very important...
Its been a bond between friends...
Although so many people in the world is so fake..
Everythings fake...
Just try to believe yourself in trusting anybody u think u may trust...

At last... just wanna say...
Be positive thinking~