假期了啦!

假期了，回到家才发现...

原来，
这个学期我很孤立、自闭、
谁叫我跟本都没有和我那一样的科目的amcisa的人
就只好每天粘着coursemate, 尤其是3个project的groupmates

原来，
我这个学期过的很幸福，
所以肥了3公斤，

原来,
我整个学期只听过一个album,
还要是张敬轩的精选集罢了，
整个sem都没下载过歌，

原来,
我也读了3个学期，
再过25天，我就要离开家半年了，

原来,
回家时非常幸福的事，
可以狂吃之外，还可以狂购物，
结果就刚买了一套suit, 还有一件冷衣，谁叫我那么怕冷~
还要买相机,行李箱,背包...总之要买的多得是..

原来,
我很久没见到我的朋友们了啦!!!

=(

after 3 consecutive days of playing and spending....
i'm down now...
i feels very sad....

i'll miss you pluto!
and surely miss my dear, a lot of course. =(

I HATE YOU!!!

i feel like giving up on you.

i dont feel like you care about me
dont feel like being respected.

everytime i ask for anything will just turn out to be nothing... being cheated... wait like an asshole.

and you lied to me... not just once....

and you always cheat me and treat me like a stupid asshole-idiot and make me wait n wait but at last you actually don't care about it. and you seems to "forget" about what you said.
and everytime waited for hours and hours end up with disappointments!!!!

HOW WOULD YOU WANT ME TO BELIEVE IN YOU AGAIN?!!!
I HATE YOU!!!

yes. you don't care
why should i?!!!!

life is hectic

recently, a lot of negative thinkings.

everything seems to makes me feels so stupid.

I'm stupid,

I'm not strong in language,

and sometime i find that i can't even understand a text.

i just somehow feels like i'm not suitable to be in this place.

I have no confidence,

in everything i do.

I hate people who comment on how i live.

You are a person who has no life is your problem.

don't talk in front of me, asking why i rather waste the time for a movie than a couple of readings. (not talking about my dear)

anyway,

thanks for my dear's supports.

and Joanne's blog post.

This few weeks are hectic.

i have readings that i can't understand to read and present.

presentationssss.... group reports....

and the haze is so serious.

习惯了的

今天少了...有点不习惯

想你，你加油啦！

忙完了就好了~

to bryan,

i was totally shocked when someone text me about this accident and wake me up from my nap.

Wondering if it is just a scam.

Bryan,

i'll couldn't believe two days ago i was telling you we'll skype after my midterm.

and now it will just be a dream that will never happen.

you made me think of how we knew each other,

what had happened before..

how we love the same songs..

how bad we treat each other..

but still when i am sad, you are the one who accompany me..

dinner or movie, like bff hanging out. just two of us.

i'll always miss you.

and you'll be my best friend forever.

rest in peace.

Recently

had a great birthday, with my dear.

and thanks juniors.

and had great birthday celebrations for some other september babes.

and had great time eating around with friends during recess week.

and eating lots back in kl as well.

life is short. live to max.

很感觉被忽略


突然间很想一个人生活
反正和现在没什么两样
别人都不在乎，我在乎来干嘛？
自己拿苦来受啊？

讲到累了...
你还是不懂



真的,累

很乱...

房间很乱...

心很乱...



很想找人谈,但是自己也不懂自己在想什么

I admit that i'm old.
sing for few hours with you guys already make me feels exhausted.
The "tsamina mina eh eh, waka waka eh eh" is now stuck in my head.

Anyway, thanks to someone
sometimes story will make us realize of something
or just be a mirror to ourselves

It suddenly makes me feels sweet now.
♥♥♥

♥♥♥♥♥♥
It's just simply a... happy day!
i couldn't believe it's been one year!
Love you, my dear.
Happy anniversary!
♥♥♥♥♥♥

I'm no more a junior.

It was really great!
the camp. the people.recalls back lots of great memories as well

how we feel when we were first here
how it starts.
and it recalls everything that happen in my year 1.
i just couldn't believe that time passes so fast.
I'm no more a freshman.

holiday continues.

How i spent my holiday.

i worked for more than one month,

which works also on weekends. yes, 7 days a week.

in an taxation firm.

I was nice experience.

Even they almost prepare tea for everyday.

the cutest tea ever had.

and the small farewell party during the peak time is just lovely. with the small gift.

i miss this place.

the place where i need to wake up in 7.15 every morn.

get stucked in traffic jams.

made me tired and sleep early every night.

the laughters, smiles and hard work.

i miss this.

Finally watched Toy's Story 3.

it is really great!

especially for people grew up with Toy Story.

It's like specially for our generation.

a lot of things get sacrificed and abandoned as we grow up.

I miss my Toys. a lot.

academic year break.

It's holiday.

and. i got nothing else to do other than

work. drama. sleep. even online lesser now.

and these are the only ppl i met three weeks here.

and of course my dear too.

what else? working makes time pass quickly.

though everyday will end up being very tired

and, i sleep damn early here.

hope to see your email soon.

counting down 30 days, to end of june,

and hope that i'll be free after that.

holiday starts!!!

Long long time since last i'm here

and is back in kl.

exams are over and i feel it terrible

a lot of things happened n i feel like i'm really childish

i miss the time studying.

especially with you.

i miss eating with you both. though u both keep zat me.

but still i learnt sth from you all.

the day i felt disappointed but went out with my best buddy

and having random people in west coast park

and see someone nearly drunk .

kinda not used to it now.

i miss you there.

我没有很想你

只是在早上醒来的时候，看看手机，有没有你发来的信息，有没有你的未接来电。
只是在上网的时候，首先关注你的空间，看看你最近是不是有更新。
只是在聊天的时候，翻阅你发给我的短信，看着你的照片，回忆一下那些美好时光
只是饿了会想你饿么，冷了想你会冷么
只是走在大街上看到男男女女，好希望那一对对里有我们
只是把你的来电调成唯一的铃音，放在我身边，并时不时的看看是否自动关机，是否信号良好
只是在吃小吃的时候，想如果你能和我一起吃，那该是多幸福的事啊
只是在听歌的时候，偶尔会被某句歌词击中，脑中出现短暂的空白
只是想看看你的样子，听听你的声音
只是在别人无意提起你的时候，愣在那里，不知答话
只是在睡前紧握着手机，等待着你的情话，等待着你说晚安
只是睡不着的时候想想你，但是，我不知道我是因为睡不着而想你，还是因为想你而睡不着
只是在每次醒来的时候，第一个想到你……
或许想念只属于某一个人，如果两个人都在想念彼此，那一定是一对幸福的恋人

我很想你

有点太依赖，

有些事已经成了习惯

要改变需要很大的勇气

其实是希望

在需要有人疼的时候

有一个人在身边的时候

有你在....

但是往往在这时候

在我许要人陪的时候

忽略了我

最近突然很emo,

忙的时候又每天开会4-5个小时

assignment 多的时候做都做死你!

虽然东西永远都做不完

但是颓废起来，我真的是懒到出汁!!!

Final要到了啦!

可以振作起来吗?!

最近发生的事，令到我有点累

有时候懂得太多，真的不是一件好事

有时候我宁愿糊糊涂涂得活着

有些东西看不透、猜不透就算了

很想一个人到一个很静的地方

真的什么都不想想

是我自己不知足，是我自己多疑

但是，我依然很难过.....因为我在意..

快要四点了，我睡不着...

cny holidays is over. back to the hell.

which we already get bored to the food.
and thinking of where else to eat every single meal.
last week went to SOIREE, a harmonica concert.
and did something stupid and funny at night.
Sem 2 mid term is over.
it was totally crappy, either not enough time or got stunt by questions...
anyway, it's over!
i wanna go back during e-learning week!!!!
but i think cant again.

crappy life continues.......

the short holiday

The flowers at home

The dinner (w/o the fish and soup)

my dearest doggie, lucky!

the old street in old town, ipoh

my favourite food in ipoh

people in kl

the holiday is too short,

and i just don't want to face the reality.

and thanks dear.

Wohoo!!!

still having slack life before cny,

but had some great days with from kl

and chinatown almost every week

and went walking around.
and the day before going back to kl for cny,
it's a random but still fun day.
and the best thing now is...
COUNTING DOWN to leave my room and go home!!!
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
and HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!