a mad post

**i know i seems to be extremely stupid when i write this post..
i'm mad of getting super nice residence PGP, mainly because of the stupid high price..
though my mum just react with a "WAH! no choice lar"

**and already days or weeks i cant sleep well..
because of stupid questions in my mind.. which i couldn't solve, even N years later..
cause nobody knows, which would be better and which wouldn't..

and my brother out there will tell me..there'll be no difference..

i'm sure those who got my sms this few days know what's happening..

**one month left.. and i spend my days with my family.. i do appreciate every single moment of it..
and i'm so looking forward to next wed, which lovely daddy is coming back..
but it signifies the day i'm leaving this home is getting nearer...

**three weeks i din go out with friends.. or even yum cha.. and cousin sis for shopping..
everytime u all asked me i was replying a big NO!
i dunno.. i'm like anti-socialised.. and partially because of the "guk-fa-story" which has been widely spread.. just take it as a foolish story.. its solved..

**thinking of buying a laptop.. but now.. feel like buying a cheap one will do.. since the one i using with 2.4ghz core 2 QUAD, 2gb ram.. even i use illustrator n photoshop together.. it wont be any problem too.. though i know i can't get to play good, nice games with a cheap one.. but its okay.. erm.. a cheap one will do..