I really have no idea..
I wonder why nowadays like 得罪 so many people accidentally..
Especially my close friends..
Why.. What had happened to me??
Sometimes i really didnt meant to say those words..
But its just accidentally..
Or that's me.. I'm always so 直肠直肚...
Sometimes i even think that i'm so emotionally..
So if at that time i wasn't in good mood..
Then... Things will happen again..

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Notes:
Really really SORRY to those i've 得罪...
But anyway.. U still can choose to forgiv me or not..
But then.. the only thing i can do now is..
Try to change myself..
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I feel like wanna 自闭..(i wanna learn #1?)
No! Its just i think.. Maybe i should say/talk less..
For what? So that wont 讲多错多咯~
Really no idea what else can i do now..
Juz SORRY...
argh.. what can i do???

angry..

ARgh..
Just started to feel soo angry since the middle of the class..
BIO additional class..
No idea wat happened that time..
But then i started not to talk to others..

Later.. after class... FAST FAST COME HOME!
and take lunch then go c 大夫..
come back about 2 then sleep till 6..
Yeng leh.. 4 hours of "NAP"..

later.. when i on9..
i just put my name "很生气啊！"
then.. everyone asking wat happen..
Thanks for concern..

Now only i noe wat happen..
Mayb just bcoz i feel like being PLAYED or USED by someone..

All just for the drama show.. In School!

Ello I'm back to my blog..
Its actually just a word :"lazy"
that makes me that long time no update it..
Although everyday online..
all the stupid system fault!
Makes me feel so free everyday..
Yeah.. Tuan khee have the same feel with me!

Btw..
this week still ok!
But..that stupid lisan ar!!!

Anyway.. 1st day of the holiday..
Went out with frens..
at 10.15... Then keep on "arguing" with that stupid head..
On the LRT.. n Monorail..
Later then.. when reach time square..
Just wait n wait..

Later then went to Green Box to sing..
Yeh.. really kinda long time no sing d leh..
Dunno.. Just found out stg..
Bryan- X gen of Jacky ( means that.. U r not GENG!)
Vincent- 2nd gen of jordan..
Soya- Our 2nd gen of Jay..
later.. come out the walk back to time square..

U guys went for bowling..
Then me, huey, vincent n khee went to food court n chat there..
Then.. we found out stg..
OKL is at sg wang!
so...We called her n tell her to fetch us back to school later..
But then.. when others finish their bowling game..
We suddenly thought of we hav told OKL to fetch us..
So.. We few just ran away...

At 1st we were kinda worry they will angry..
Later, after buying the present..
We just walk into the Kenny Roggers..
Wow... like cold war will takes place..
Rice seems kinda not shuang..

Later.. more funny things happens..
We walk to the car park with OKL..
N.. funny when thinking how to sit 7 ppl in one Kancil..
Can U imagine how it would be?!
Shit.. 2 infront.. 5 behind..

Last time that 4 person behind taxi oso like sardin..
Rice.. Remember?
Ok.. we try our best to SQUEEZ into the car..
then.. final decision..
Vincent sit on Khee's leg, me on huey's leg..
one more.. just try her best to sit too..

Then. funnier.. When the car comes out from TS..
Pedestrians looking at us..
Drivers n passengers looking at us..
Got one more tuo2 one is..
A driver of a car with only him inside looking at us...
And When pass through a traffic light..
OKL saw traffic police..
Then we just tried our best to hide ourself up..
Stupid right?!
But then.. we reach school SAFELY!!!
[*clap hands*] to us n OKL..

Then saw that drama..
Some part are really funny..
but then some kinda boring..
Anyway.. stil happy can with frens..
Coz really kinda long time no gather like this already..
Although its really tiring..
But its worth.. coz its really memorable..(does it?)

k618i...

Happy Happy.. finally got the new phone..
But then~ Samuel CHUAN4 me again!
okla.. w850i nice la.. enough?~
I like simple simple one mar.. u 吹 meh?
still say mine not good everywhere...

SE k618i... OKla.. its square..

by the way.. i really like's my fathers phone more lor..
Nokia 6300... great great design..

more yeng leh? really yeng lar!

Really lar... Its more yeng..
So.. Samuell... Nokia 6300 is more yeng than yours lar!!!

Btw.. kinda regret i bought this actually...
But nvm la.. since the old one is time to change d..
Its already almost cant turn on after turning off accidentally..
So... just appreciate wat U have la!

Niwa, below is the conversation u ask me to post..

Niwa says:
wah w830i... where's the keypad...
wah w44s
wah so703i like looking at a van from the top
wah z710i...yeng
w850i also nice wer
w550i like spongebob squarepants
p990i like mengandung
k750i too straight
k300 look like short person
z300i... wah the clock..
z500... like tv
w900i like ipod
j200i looke like 3310 thinner only
k800i like rectangle
m600i the pic shows like jammer
t290i like teaching how to cook mee segera
the frame around the monitor very weird
w700i like seen before
nokia n92 like robot the joints so big
n77 like black and white tv
n76 like car also
n75 like c4 bomb
e90 like crumpled paper
e65... like nerd nerd dei
e62 like mee segera the mee
7373 ok lar but the pink... if black or silver maybe nice
6290 ok also
6175i ok also
cdma like radio transmitter
6133 nice wer
6126 nice wer
6110 trully looks like remote control
6068 trully looks like car
5500 looks like vernier callipers
2652 like the colour pencil those box
2310 like strawberry sugus
n91 egb like metal gear solid 3 camouflage
9500 like... mermaid
9300 book!!
8800 dunno wat's that
7390 the colour
6300 seen before
6170 like suitcase
5200 like tv
3250... transformers?
n93 like gap ppl 1
n72 ok gua

dunno wat to write anymore...
Ohya.. Tarenjit going to leave us.. soon..
I miss the word "stand!"
Its time for me to email to daddy again...

est day..

Oh my god.. Look at this..

So many people online just to finish the stupid EST project...
Long time din have so many green icons appears in the list already...
So 壮观 leh...
But EST project just wasting time...
now already 11 something...
And all my homework have already like a mountain that high~
anyway... found a very yeng pic when doing the EST project..

Tigers are YENG...

Bald eagles are More YENG~

Pandas are Super Duper Cute

Yeh.. Turtle with 2 cute me beside..

Anyway.. I still cant imagine how much i will miss my daddy...
Good Luck dad... hope ppl wont grabbing sand from Vietnam that fast..

ARGH~ Karangan ar..'
Definitely no idea ar..
Need some help..Thanks~
dunno y now like totally dunno how to write karangan already de!

Y my aunt say that i looks like form3 gal?
Do i?
No i think.. Always think that i'm...

Chinese New Year Holidays...

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR GUYS~
At first i was so lazy to update this blog..
But since Chinese New Year n everyone updating..
Nola.. Just update then update la..

Chinese New Year's eve~
Yeh.. Went to my aunt house for the REUNION DINNER..
at 1st mum booked at the restaurant..
But then they said just cancel it la..
Having the dinner at home would be better..
Less rushing than in those restaurant..
So.. Just happy lor.. Eat n EAt n EAT!
Then stay there to watch TV till 10.30 i think..

1st day of CNY~
Its something nothing special to me..
Except those happy Hours..
Accepting Ang Pau lo..
If not..
Going back to hometown..(I'm a KL gal la~)
is super duper boring for me..
I have to face sooooo many people that I dun really knows..
I'm grown up in KL..
But them.. In ipoh..N they are older too..
So we can't talk much one..
WE TOTALLY HAVE NO SAME TOPIC!
AND THEY DON'T EVEN TOUCH CARDS OR MAHJONG!
SO I HAVE NO KAKI TO GAMBLE WITH AGAIN!
So.. This year we went back to Ipoh on the 1st day of CNY..
Then have dinner with them.. Its making me soo angry..
So.. I don't like those days that want me to celebrate my SHOULD-BE-HAPPY-CNY with them..
They always spoil my mood..

2nd day of CNY..
early in the morning we visited so many people..
then about 11 we start our journey HOME!!!
yeh..happy then...
Later we went to my GOod GOOD cousin's/Uncle's/Aunt's House lor..
Ohya.. The KAMPOH CURRY BREAD quite OK la..
try it if u go there next time( bought it in IPOH de..)
then went home at about 4o'clock~

5th day of CNY~
Wanted to send my brother back to Singapore lor..
Then we go to the Singapore Zoo too lor..
Just walk n walk for hours..
N took some photos..Mostly Video clips la..

White tigers are YENG!

So funny when see this.. Can't imagine how it looks when putting xxx's head on it..

Huge huge Turtles are more YENG~

Zebras' ass..haha

Only this few PHOTOS can c only la..
got some got me inside de must b K-yeng one~
Then.. at night go to Sentosa AGAIN..
Just for that stupid Musical Fountain..
But luckily saw part of the new musical fountain..
Its beside the beach..Nice view..
But then went to the Chinatown for tang-yuan..
nice man...But 4got to take a photo for the street..
N the tang-yuan too..

6th day of CNY~
Stupid.. went to ORCHARD ROAD n walk n walk...
at last.. an traffic offence..S$6..
luckily not last time's S$30..
Then we went to my brother's hostel n take stacks of books home lo..
Then BYE BYE brother... U stay there la!~
Then came back.. Haha.. Luckily no traffic jam..

BTW.. this month like we used so much money..
Feel sorry to my daddy.. for my keep wasting money..

And then..feel like so sad...
Everyone have their own jobs.. or studies..
Brother will be staying in Singapore for years..
Finish his studies.. Working..
And daddy going oversea...
for months.. for work..
I miss them la.. I need this family!!!
I really cant imagine how i will miss them in the coming months..
Anyway.. Good luck..

Stupid head...

ARGH.... argh...
Wat had happened to my eyes...
My brain... N my stupid hand...
20marks ar!!!
Even taking a nap also cannot...
wake up every 15 minutes...
Why is it so suffering when you think that you did something wrong by careless... or just by your stupidness???

Anyway... now feel better after listen to some music...
And thanks for those who gave me words that courage me... 

大家一起努力把~

累乃人之常情~
压力，每个人都有...
尤其是最近，学校的废改革...
更加增加了大家的压力...
有时候的确很像很想哭...
有时候我也想放弃，
可是总是放不下...
走了那么远...
都是因为我们都拥有相同的信念，
相同的梦想...
都是因为我们都拥有着毅力...
朋友，前方还有很多路等着我们走...
一起努力...一起前进...
记得, Ong Kee Lian 所说的
   “ 坚持到底”
无论如何，大家加油啦！
或许当你承受不住压力时，
尝试哭出来...也许哭了会开心些的~